Monday, July 5, 2010
looking back...
people might think the changes are insignificant.
they might think there isn't really much changes at all.
but i know...
from the heck-care attitude,
from the non-stop vulgarities.
the many many puppy loves,
and you...
so many people i still remember,
so many people i've forgotten.
the many many people in my life currently,
and more to come...
the class monitor and monitress in p1,
the skipping experts.
p2, the super good at drawing pokemon min,
yea, i remember you.
the girl in p3 who promised me a walkabout in school,
it still hasn't come true.
dennis the molestor in p4,
i will never ever forget you.
adlin and larry in p5,
who's responsible for my powderful england and awesome chinese.
then again, p6 was enjoyable
thanks to you two.
into innocent sec1,
you were like a big brother to me.
we got together in sec2,
but wasn't meant to last.
a third party, your best friend,
my np senior, helped to tie up our loose end.
sec3 was a blur,
with playing, break-ups, class havocs,
and everything else, that has nothing to do with o levels.
then come sec4,
and we were still playing.
until we saw our prelim results, and started worrying.
mrs poh was great, we got 'band 0',
not the best in history,
but the best, in History. (:
the mini break, the working period,
was truly terrible, but with the greatest experience.
never wanted to work in fnb again,
but hey, welcome to ssm.
valuable lessons learnt in poly,
valuable lessons learnt in secondary school,
valuable lessons learnt in primary school,
helped to shape what i am today.
but what i didn't realise,
was that You were with me all these while.
You were looking over me,
secretly prompting me to choose the right path.
and pulled me to Yourself,
through wonderful people that i would never thank enough.
the many times i went off course,
the many times i was faithless,
still You didn't give up on me,
still You love me.
'cause i know You gave
the world Your only Son
for us to know Your Name
to live within the Saviour's love
and He took my place
knowing He'll be crucified
and You love, You love
a people undeserving'
why..? how..?
i still can't understand.
i still can't grasp,
the severity of the situation,
the depth of Your love,
the awesomeness of Your power,
the infinite grace.
'i once was lost, but now am found,
was blind, but now i see'
now that i am with You,
now that You are in me,
it doesn't matter that no one else notice.
everything else, is insignificant.
Lord, You... have changed me.
it is FINISHED @ 19:09
