GINGYO (:

WHAT A BITCH.

excuse me. you dumped all my books on my table.
now you say i'm messy and dunno how to tidy up my place.
may i know who created the problem in the first place?
your bloody fucking buddha statue.
throw throw throw.
only know how to throw MY stuffs away.
and for your information,
these are essential textbooks and notes for my studies.
your stuffs that occupies all the space?
CDS, TOYS, and God knows what other random things you have.
only know how to criticise others.
can you PLEASE reflect upon yourself.
i realise the book i bought is really useless.
it states that buddhists are actually very nice,
they follow buddha cause he gave a very good explanation on why there is suffering on earth
and is just a man who seeks for help, for salvation, for Christ.
they are suppose to follow the 5 golden rules,
but from the way i see it, you're the total opposite.

fine. come home from work.
say you very tired.
and i'm not doing my job as a daughter,
to clean up the place, keep and wash laundry,
sweep, mop, open the windows, blah blah.
and then, you plop yourself on the bed and watch your cds.
when i don't do these things,
you wonder what they teach me in school.
no common sense in doing household chores,
no common sense to do anything right,
so it's useless sending me to school.
well. you're right.
should just send me to a maid agency.

there's no WATER in the house,
i buy, you scold. wow.
i bathe everyday, change too many clothes,
waste water, you scold. double wow.
you put your own stuffs on my table,
it gets clustered, you scold. triple wow.
forever my fault.
forever you're guiltless.
highest level of enlightenment.
as najib would have said:
掌声鼓励鼓励。

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THANK YOU!

for the wonderful time spent together
for all the little fights that we had
for the scoldings when i didn't do my work
for all the nights spent doing projects.

we've gotten so far
we've grown closer

i'll never forget
the irreplaceable memories
the awesome joy
and everything that we shared
will stay etched in my heart.

:D

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totally love my SUNDAY CREW! <3
plus zeezee and yiling! hahah.
(the cards were awesome!
must take picture and post it.)
get ready for nicholette's party next week. :D

my dad came over to ahma's house with a cake!
and he called like everybody to come over.
my ahma went: alamak! i never cook anything you call so many people to come!
so, we ordered pizza instead. lol.
nice surprise though.
with my dad there and all,
also after a couple of years of not celebrating birthdays with family.

the two wishes made today:
1. that my family would accept salvation soon.
2. thank God for giving me such a wonderful sunday crew
and that cya will be a one big happy family for many generations to come!

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Friday:
many many thanks to jincheng and erika for celebrating my birthday!
(and also to that random CCC member who happened to pass by).
hahahah.
now i have many notebooks with scriptural verses! :D

Saturday:
went limbang with ahma and bing.
and she bought me a new dress for my birthday,
plus a red packet also.
love you so much!
thanks for taking care of me all these years.
counting tomorrow it will be 18 years of 照顾.
i'll pray regularly for your good health,
spiritually, mentally, physically and emotionally. <3

church service today!
by pastor steve cioccolanti from thailand.
shared his amazing testimony.
and i was suddenly inspired to buy his book for my mom.
it's titled "From Buddha to Jesus".
i even wanted to translate it for her in case she doesn't understand.
must be Jesus interceding. ^^

Sunday:
haha. it's now 20 minutes past 12.
so i'm officially 18!
(well, not exactly "officially" since i'm born at like 11pm+)
nicholas and jialin were the first today. hahah.
and surprisingly kash, joseph and ys remembered too.
(must be the facebook event thingy. lol.)
thank you all! :D

looking forward to tomorrow
(technically it's only a few hours later).
my dad is coming over!
with a cake! hahah.
praise God! (:

[and back to doing projects... lol.]

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she's damn smart.
buy new internet line but don't know how to fix.
"you are 18 already! you should know how!
so old already, dunno just learn lah."
ums... you're 43.
*take the last sentence and throw it back to you*

okay. so the house has no value to me now.
with the internet gone and all.
why am i still staying here?
operation "moving back" is gonna start for the umpteenth time.

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我真的不是有意的。。。
对不起！

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HAPPY 2010!

heh. went to kallang leisure park to celebrate with cya.
went pastamania to eat first.
then najib pangseh! he went to join his friends at siloso for the countdown. :(
stayed there for quite some time,
then cause nothing better to do (it was only 10pm+)
we played hide-and-seek/catching around the shopping mall. lol.
got caught by calvin(ex-cya) and woon jiun, ran off, and end up got caught again by kendrick and bertrand.
saw the top of the fireworks from marina at the entrance of the leisure park.
the cars parked there were all honking and driving in circles.

alot of people went off,
so left only woon jiun, calvin(ex-cya), jia en, ke en, darren, jingting, shinn, trish, nicholas and me.
went to the stadium, sit down and chatted,
but halfway through shinn and trish had to leave.
apparently there was someone at the stadium fighting so we all left also to find somewhere else to spend the night: woon jiun's house.
(oh. and it's just right opposite anderson! just above the coffee shop :)
by the time we reached it was already like 3am?
somehow, they started taking out all the xo, dunno what absolute peach and vanilla thingy.
and we all went to shop'n'save to buy green tea and pepsi to mix into the alcohol.
(woon jiun's brother's jiu3 liang4 is suuuuper good. and he's like my age??)
the ns guys challanged each other to drink like quite a large amount of neat xo and then do pumpings, see who can tahan longest. (and ke en went: diao... the male ego...)
and we played games like werewolf (similar to murderer) and they took out the wine (after they finished the xo). it was like 5am+ at that time already?

fell asleep at 6am+ and woke up near 7?
the rest didn't get much sleep as well and jingting actually still can study accounting.
first to went home, with ke en and darren.
fell asleep on the train back to cck and i was like leaning against this malay guy the whole way please (i think). when i woke up he smile at me and say happy new year some more.
suuuper paiseh please. and he looks abit like asraf.
reached home, bathed, lie on the sofa then black out liao.
wake up at 1pm+, went malaysia, and back.

baptism class tomorrow! :D

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